In regards to this entire blog, I want to address my own biggest issues. I feel this will give some insight of some kind. My difficulty with researching about Azande magic was suspending my own cultural belief. Maybe that’s not what I was supposed to do, but in order to practice cultural relativism (assuming that other cultural practices have a logic to them and make sense in their own cultural context), I felt I had to suspend my disbelief in magic and make sense of just how someone can believe in magic when all scientific evidence pointed to the contrary.
This was my struggle: I was stuck in my own culture’s rut.
I found it difficult not to analyze and make everything have a rational explanation! (Rational in my own culture) I thought about the practical purposes of consulting oracles (solving disputes in the community), but I couldn’t seem to see how people believe it’s magic and not random selection when in the Azande culture, the oracles and such cannot be proven wrong.
I know that’s the point of this blog, to engage in an anthropological study (though not field based) and find the logic in a practice that makes no sense to you. It was just very hard to do so when my own culture has entrenched the idea that magic is a fairy tale for people who don’t know anything about science.
Though in crude terms, that is what I struggled with in my cultural encounter (as book and article based as it was). The idea of magic and bewitching is just so far out of what I know. However, I did try to hold back my own belief in all things scientifically proven and tried to look into other possibilities. I still maintain that witchcraft is a good explanation for coincidence and I do believe it makes sense to the Azande. However, I do not think I’ll be a believer any time soon. I just haven’t grown up with it like the Azande have.
Instead of suspending my own disbelief, I just tried to make sense of it by itself. I compared it to my own culture and personal beliefs, but I tried not to state which I thought was right.